a confession for him

dear..
i know..it's hard to be someone for me coz' i'm so complicated. it's not easy for u to understand what i think and what i want..i'm sorry..

i always make u unhappy..

i always find the way to make u scream at my ear. sometimes i can see ur fury and bola2 api like to come out from that eyes..i admit that i'm scared. please don't repeat it again syg..

hurm one thing..

i always know my voice

gets louder when I end up with more things on my mind tha

t make me feel bad.

but it's just me. i'm sorry again.. :(

i always get angry..

I get angry when I have a lot of things on my mind that I can’t do anything.

but..

i love when u always beside me and free to calm me when i'm sad..

when i'm crying u hugs me and it just makes me cry even more lah. ;P

every night my eyes fill with tears..

and when i need u i just close my eyes..

when i'm alone u accompany me with ur sweet messages..and u try to make me smile again..

u'll never bored to give me a million happiness..

yes i'm so happy and i appreciate it..

but..

i made a lot of mistakes.

for the 3rd times..i'm sorry.. :'(

i don't care 'bout the past..

thanks for everything you've done to me..

no matter how you are , i'm still loving u.

there's nothing can change anything except God..

i don't wanna lose u..

this is my confession for u..

only for u..S.A

❤

_ur lover_

_nanabaharum_